♥ILOVEYOUAKMAL♥

Monday, June 06, 2011

I'm like finally back to blogging. I just don't know why just got this feeling.
I gonna create a new blog, URL will be updated soon.
Actually i created this blog is because of him also. This blog is with me for pathetic 3 years.
And now i never upload any stuff. HAHA!
Today wanna upload my feeling which i kept for so long. HAHA!
So fast everything just ended, which i make it end.
I'm here to tell you (YOU KNOW WHO ARE YOU) somethings.
First, I'm sorry for the hurt I've given to you, I know you suffer alot. Yeah hell, i know.
But i just can't do anything but just let it go. I suffer to much so do you.
I try to move on from you, but you know it hurts.
I will always think of you, everywhere i go. Places that we spend our time and slacking.
Sometimes, looking up the sky, seeing stars and moon and i will start thinking back again.
I don't know why is that so, maybe this is what people say MEMORIES.
Secondly, i hope you could just move on. Find some other girl that is better. I beg you could.
You know, i just don't worth your crying and love.
Let say some good things.
For this 3 years, spending time with you is the most awesome like i ever had.
The happiness you give me is the most that i ever had. Places we when and you just created memories there.
All is a unforgettable. I used to hope this thing will never come to a ending.
Precisely, everyone hates the departing part.
Now we are like far apart. It seems like i have been send to overseas for studys and you in singapore.
And our relationship ended.
Anyways, not to lie to you. I did cry everything i say bad things to you.
I hurts because a guy i loved the most and i say those stuff to him. But like i said, i have no choice.
Because i decided to move on and face the outside world.
Just hope you forgive for what i have say.
As for you, moving on is a good thing alright? No matter what, my friend list will be open to you. :')
Take care. Bye!

Friday, January 14, 2011

Today school end kinda early. Around 10? So you guys think isit early or not.
Yesterday night i was so happy that he text me.
But until today, hais things changed again.
I miss him! How? I always think about him, even where i go.
I so damn miss him larhh. What's this feeling?
I keep remember the precious time we have spend with each other.
I can't forget a single thing. :(
I MISS YOU A! :(
I think i blog until here. I need to prepare go out already.

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

I changed my blog skin, but still got a little messy.
Hais, i think i soon going delete blog again.
Bye people, my blog is going dead soon.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Today is a day where i off and a boring day start for me.
Hais, when work like lazy want slack. But now slack feel like work.
My life now is so damn boring larhh.
That stupid guy, hais forget it i lazy talk about it.
I feel like going shopping sia.
But i need wait my mother to come back to get her IC then i change my phone.
I want change phone already haha!!! So happy.
But i think that person won't be happy, when i never change he's so happy.
I doubt if i change he won't be happy.
I lazy care already larhh.
Whatever, because i know that soon everything going to end.
Because he say that.
I think i blog until here already uh, got no mood already. Bye people!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Everyday my heart became so heavy like as if gonna sink down to the ground.
Everyday my heart start to torn.
Everyday my heart start to cry.
Everyday my heart is poke by millions of knife.
Everyday my heart is being slashed by you.
Everyday my heart is being hurt.
Everyday single day my heart never cure for the pain.
Everything i did, i think about your feelings. But what about you?
What you doesn't want me to do, i never do. But what about you?
I listen to you because i don't want you to think so much. But what about you?
You don't even seems to trust me and you expect me to trust you?
That's bullshit alright! _l_
Where on earth, you trust people and the person never trust you.
Or maybe you don't trust people end up want people to trust you.
Today he's going his Primary school chalet.
Let's see what's more he gonna give me.
Let's see what's more he gonna hurt me.
Let's wait and see.....
Bye people, i'm going off now with a heavy sink hearted.

Labels: Thanks for the hurt you give me

This few days is really so busy for me.
HARRY POTTER 7 out and also I'm so busy full of crowd.
After work, always meet syg and slack.
Yesterday went for my grad night. Picture all in Facebook.
Haha! Was a great day yesterday with my girlfriend.
Today work with my girlfriend and slack with her after work.
Haha! I lazy blog thing already.
Busy with a lot of thing already. :(
BYE people!

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

I'm sick now!! :(
This few days i work until i sick already.
Babysyg ask me eat medicine yesterday but today wake up in morning the feeling come back again.
My head is like spinning like that and anytime can faint like that.
Yesterday i don't feel well but i force myself to continue work.
Then at night ekin and babysyg ask me to go home rest.
But ekin ask me go eat with Akmal then go home.
So me and babysyg go changi eat.
suppose want eat nasi lemak but end up we eat seafood.
We eat Stringray, cockles, and onion egg.
But suppose we can't eat seafood because we want save money for this saturday go Science centre.
Haha!
Now i eat medicine again, babysyg ask me eat.
But i got no appetite to eat lerhh.
But syg ask me to eat. Hais, lucky today never work. Lucky larhh!
Now i want go rest already, babysyg ask me to rest.

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

Currently i couldn't sleep, because i think in the morning i sleep too much already.
I think now my babysyg is bathing and my girlfriend is sleeping soundly like a baby.
Today is another special day for me. As is my another anniversary with my girlfriend, EKIN.
The previous post i did posted about her but is a advance wish
so today i think is better to wish her on the day itself.
HAPPY 1 YEAR 5 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY LOVE!!!
But sadly to say, today i can't meet her due to some reason.
I never meet her for 2 days already and even worst on our anniversary also can't meet.
All thanks to those people larhh!!!
Ok, chill! I don't want to mention them as it will spoilt my beautiful day.

I just text my girlfriend this msg " Hello my baby girlfriend.
Since today you not working visit my blog alright? I posted about you. :)
Anyways, Happy 1 year 5 months anniversary my love.
Too sad today we don't have chance to meet.
And i just miss you so much right now.
Btw, Akmal knows that today our anniversary he's jealous because he thinks that I'm a lesbian.
Haha!! Last but not least, today is our special day. So i love you so damn much.
Other day i love you very much to. Special day special love. "

Haha!!! I wonder what she'll replied to me. So curious about it.
Anyways, my babysyg scared i would really turn into a lesbian uh.
And i told him, i straight and side. I love boys but i like girls.
Haha! But some girls like my close friend i like them more. :D

Yesterday, means just now only because now just pass 12.
I enjoy my day with my dearest babysyg.
We went to arcade to play, slack and while slacking we sing love song at kallang leisure park.
But i don't know why time just past so fast larhh, even we got nothing to do.
babysyg and i watch youtube about airplane crash.
And i wanted to watch my bermuda triangle but babysyg say tomorrow uh.
So i listen to him lorhh :)
Today i could say is we specially sweet.
Because a couple walk past saw you playing she say to her boyfriend in chinese
" They so sweet lerhh baby, so jealous. Can we be like them also? "
She thinks we malay don't understand but i understand uh.
I told my babysyg about it and suddenly we laugh very loud and the couple turn and look at us.
We laughed at what the girl say CAN WE BE LIKE THEM?
LOL larhh, like that also want be like us, then face want like us also? Haha!!!
Really laugh until we visit the toilet sia.
But is like today i feel i special sweet also.
Haha!!! So blushing and my heart like so sweet when thinking back.
When going home, babysyg hugged me so tight and say to me
"Happy Anniversary my pretty cute princess and today you look so gorgeous.
I love you dear princess, you'll always be my princess and i never want to let you go.
Trust me baby! And he kissed my forehead and my lips. "
At that time, i feel like I'm the angel in the world and i got the most happiness that people never get.
I feel that I'm flying at that time. And the next thing babysyg asked me why i blushing.
HAha!!!! And i say" nothing! Bye my handsome cute prince, the prince that making me fly now. "
Now thinking back really make me smile so sweetly. :)
Now i want go sleep already because my babysyg prince want me to rest early because today I'm working. And he also want me to sweet dreams with him. Haha!!!
Good night people, here i coming babysyg. Wait for me and together we enter our wonderland. <3