blogging once again..hahas~tis time ii going b hurt le lohx..crying sooner or lata liao..NICOLE, JOLENE, IRENE, LAYMIAN, RENEE:
tis few gerrs arhxx, cant stand they le..
tdy saw dhe guy den keep on cal his name lohx..
den ii veri paisei lohx..cal dhem stop dhey dun wan siia..
den att dere continue cal his name lohx..
oh gosh, myy face blush den lata laymian ask mii yy ii blush..
hahas~
bt ii feel he lyk avoiding mii lyk tat lohx..
den he seem cold, unfriendly, dao~
he lyk running away frm mii jiu shi le..
ii veri scary mehx??lyk ii wil eat euii up lyk tat lohx..yy rr euii avoiding mii lehx??yy cant euii b friendly 2 mii lehx??yy must dao mii??ii admit dhe feelings 2 euii, euii can dun c de mahx..den ppl cal euii c den euii c le, den avoid mii..okaii ii oso admit ii oso tdy avoid euii lahx, mii oso gort wrong..ii apologize 2 euii..okaii lahx ii shld nort c euii unfriendly or wat bahx..shld b ii thick skin, lyk euii bahx..as wat ppl sae dun love cant b force de..euii dun lyk mii den ii think ii try ferr gort euii bahx..ii try horx..bt ii scared ii cant make it..=XXii noe euii shld b lyk other ppl bahx..so can stop lyk treating mii as a monster mahx??tis is wat ii wanna sae le bahx..hope after he c dunno wat's going happen le..hope myy wish came true 2 b wid him bahx..=XX
blogging once again..bt tis time wanna tel "someone" something..
bt he oso wil nort c myy blog except mii frene lahx..
oh, ii think ii gort feelings on another guy lohx..
ii nort flirter lahx..jus feelings towards dhe H***H***
has faded liao..den tis guy ii lyk gort feelings 2 him lohx..
jus myy meii n dii noe onli..
SHANNON, JOLENE, IRENE :(think euii guys noe hu bahx..bt jus keep 2 euiir self until dhe dae ii can wid him den tel others..)think euii guys wil think NAT or **A** bt jolene shld noe hu le..bcos ii wirting tis post she jus bsied mii asking lots of question..ii oso told herr hu le..hahas~shannon shld oso noe hu bahx..bcos is his shannon's somebody..hahas~as ferr marcus he thought ii lyk NAT bt is nort him liao..is another person liao..ii gort lyk NAT once bt is jus temperary..bt ii oso nort so sure bahx..=))mayb ii wil stil lyk him lahx..DUNNO LAHX..LOVE SO TROUBLESOME!!!den ii oso dunno lahx..too confuse towards love liao..
lastly ii wanna sae is ii confirm go NA le..
so ii jus wish myyself gd luck bahx..
shelley ii wil rmb euii n nort ferr gerting dhe daes ii bully euii..
hahas~
as ferr meiishii..ii n euii wish go 2 same klas bahx..
den we can help each other..=))
blog another time bahx..=pp
myy mother let mii go NA le..
so next year stil stay att sec 2..
den ii n meiishii oso dhe same go NA..
tdy mii klas dhe malay gerrs cry bcos mii n meiishii wan leave them liao..
ii oso veri sad..dunno izit going regret going NA..
ii oso wan stay wid myy own klas NT2T1..
bt tis chance is onli chance 2 go..ii oso wan stay wid dhe ppl..
ii oso wan stay wid myy best frend SHELLEY..
dun sae ii keep on bully herr..playing wid herr is veri fun..
ii love herr lots as frend..if ii leave ii scared no one wil ever b myy side..
wen ii sad hu wil come tok 2 mii lehx??
nort ii dun lyk meiishii bt ii somethings think tat meiishii dun care of mii..
bt shelley eventhough she angry wid mii..
wen ii cry she stil care ferr mii..
nw ii wirting tis post iim cry..
bcos ii nv ever cherish dhe frendship wid shelley..
nw ii going 2 leave herr ii feel guilty n sad tat no one wil b myy side liao..
shelley ii wil miss euii de..
nw onli left mii n meiishii..so ii must cherish dhe time wid meiishii le..
bcos nw onli left mii n herr veri close liao..
TO SHELLEY CHOW:
ii wil nort ferr gort euii de..ii wil ferr ever rmb euii de..
eventhough euii nort bside mii every nite ii wil cal euii tok 2 euii de..
ii promise euii..=))ii wil miss euii ferr every de..
ii wil cal euii every nite tel euii wat happen 2 myy klas n hu bully mii
al tis..hahas~ii miss euii ferr every..=))
post until here le..wil b back post again..=))
back 2 myy promise 2 post..=))
myy mother cal mii 2 go NA n let mii go oso..
bt ii oso dunno ii wanna go or nort lohx..=))
as wat ii sae hope GOD wil protect mii n let mii no trouble..
hahas~
meiishii hope euii reali can help mii pray okaii??
hope euii reply myy answer by myy tag box..=))
so 2nite myy mother asking myy father shlb let mii go or nort..
ii oso dunno wan go or nort lohx..
GOD pls let mii no trouble n help mii in myy stress..
dun let mii hw 2 much stress..=))
thanks GOD..=DD
meiishii so euii going mahx..if euii rr going..
den ii wil join euii asap okaii?
nort asap lahx..is dhe same lahx..hahas~
October 2006