♥ILOVEYOUAKMAL♥

This few days alt of things happen arhh.
as what jiamin say, people who used to close to you now have dirft away.
far far away from us.
her close friend when away far with my close friend.
not say snatch friend.
I mean is they own self wanted leave us.
maybe boring with old friend go new friends.
my close friend is this kind of people..
she is a psk=(throw friend one side)
she change, after i heard from alot of her friend around her,
i was very shock. Really very shock.
is like god damn it, what happened, why all this thing is happening?
jiamin, hiupeng know all the things.
they say i'm a scapegoat to her.
i'm really very sad to know the true fact.
when i know everything i feel my heart sank down deep until the floor.
I can't believe what i heard or what people say about her.
she seems that everything blaming on me!!
what the fucking hell!!!!
i have treat her as my friend, no is close friend.
then why must i been treated like this?
she always say i'm her close friend, sister, what what fuck end up is all lies.
ALL LIES!!
i can't bring my self to hate her. Overall, she's my friend.
i trusted her so much, believe she won't betray me, backstab me.
But i'm all wrong. i'm being stupid for trusting her?
i can't hate her, hate a person is very tired. Very tired.
i rather be friends than enemy.
she have change after her stead not around her.
i thought i can understand is because her stead, she lack of love or what.
But she change from bad to worst. very worst.
she become very bad, wanted her to change but she refused.
i doesnt want to lost a friend just like that.
I at our old place wrote something about her, i thought she will reply.
But to my shock that she never.
but heard from a friend that go with her to see, she wanted to reply but there wasn't pen.
so she can't write anything.
so i think she wanted to tell me alot of thing.
i scared my friends now that is close to me will gone soon.
like them.
i scared..i can't lost my friends now because they are meaningful to me now.
i trust them alot, please don't break my trust..

i think i post until here, i can't continue. I'm sad and tired about this things.