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Saturday, January 30, 2010

Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride.
It's not about obsessing or dwelling on the past.
It isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is not to cherish memories,
but to overcome them and move on.
Letting go is having the courage to accept the change.


Yesterday when out to meet ria and her friend. Suay suay walked until topman topshop.
Guess i saw who? JIAMIN THAT GANG.
Then ria friend like matrep then jiamin saw she like shocked like that.
WHATEVER, the most shcked thing she talk to me sia.
But not like last time. Then meet syg when to tenderbest eat.
Eat, lepak. Standard!
Homed around 9.30.

Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person at the right time
and finding out you love someone right after that person walks of your life,
fall in the category of the most common mistakes made by people that is fall in love.


Today when to CCA leadership conference.
woke up around 6.30 and get ready and packed home clothes in also.
Meet meishi 7.30 at cheers and headed to opposite school main gate.
then rachel late, haiyo. Then when everyone's reached, we cab down to Bishan.
Kuo Chuan Preseditian [don't know how to spell] secondary school.
2 cab, Vivian, Eunice, Szemin took one cab. Meishi, Rachel, Ornina and me cab another one.
they took cab 10bucks but ours is 12bucks because we go from old tampines to bishan.
Is around limit 10bucks barhh can claim back de.
LEADERSHIP CONFERENCE SUCKS!
there's alot of time me and rachel want to leave the place early but we decided not to uhh.
Wanted sleep alot of times and listen to music when the speaker is talking.
I know is rude uhh, but is like damn bored siaa, listen to this about 5 years already.
play rachel PSP then she never inform me and meishi to bring.
Otherwise we can play DJ max together sia.
Lunch food was accepteable uhh. Almost the whole day wanted to sleep.
Me and meishi disturb this girl can JEMAINE, HAHA!!
The thing ended around 4 then we chong out to take cab.
Waited around 15 minutes or longer then finally got a cab.
There the cab suck okayys, see us wave t.
he put on call otherwise busy.
WHAT THE FUCK! think we no money pay uhh, please larhh fucking uncles!!
got business for them don't want. CHEEBYE.
I got down at hougang then when to meet syg,
changed at his house bath everything then when out watch movie at AMK.
TOOTHFAIRY!! Is damn funny larhh, i can laugh until cry siaa..
Homed around 10 plus. Now tired to post siaa, eyes is closing soon~~~


It's a lie to say that i have let go of the past. Nobody let go of memories.
Each tears is an unforgetable memory. Each smile is an undeniable mark.
Each heartbeat is an uneraseable sore because really, there is no such thingas forgetting.
Only accepting and changing.






Thursday, January 28, 2010

never post for the past few days because i'm busy with my school work and some problem.

E-kin, no worries. I won't betrayed you want. I've enough being betrayed by all those bitches.
I'll never ever betrayed you want, somemore you know my secert and i know yours too!
HAHA!!
Seriously, i don't like that feel. Feeling so empty and like nobody is with me.
Anyways, ria my bestie told me the story about her and idz.
I don't believe that it happened to her and the worst thing she being beaten.
What the fuck sia! I REALLY REALLY HATE HIM AND NOW THE GIRL!
THE GIRL KNOW THAT HE GOT GIRLFRIEND STILL WANT WITH HIM.
WANT TO BE THIRD PARTY!!I HATE THIRD PARTYS!!
THE GIRL IS LIKE A BLOODY SLUT.
No matter what, i'll always be by your side babe.

This is what i wanted, my best friend beside me. Like e-kin and ria.
back to my school,
school days sucks for me, i hate school!

lazy post already uhh, i post until here! :D


Friday, January 22, 2010

i'm back to post, last few days busy with meeting syg and some work uhh,
school same as per normal busy with school thing too!!

I didn't know that you're slut, you got no difference with tinghui that fucking bitch.
you can let any guy just touch you and you still dare to say other people.
E-kin might be better than the sister but she's better than you!
E-kin this is what she told me:
e-kin sister actually better than e-kin, the sister when angry won't anyhow scold people.
the sister know her limit, the sister also know what do is right what do is wrong.
she won't anyhow let guy touch or fuck her, but e-kin is different.

What the fuck siol, you're the wrost one still want say e-kin.
we take you as friend thought want help you scold that fucker.
end up you tell me that you love him as a friend, and we at public so don't scold him.
Let him off!!
what the hell you thinking at that moment?!
he play your love, memotek with you than dump you!
you don't take a damn even!
so what for me and e-kin care so much about you?!
you're a giler pompuan!!
then when i scold him you care so much for what?!
what the fuck sia, i treat you as friend care for you yet you behave like that fucking bitch.
Like tinghui that cheebye bitch!!


TODAY SAW TINGHUI, CHEEBYE! WHEN TALK TO MICHELLE SHE FUCKING
BLAHH BLAHH BLAHH!!
I SWEAR IF SHE MAKE ME TO MY LIMITS,
I WILL CONFIRM BOX YOU ON YOUR FUCKING CHEEBYE FACE.!!


I scared my friends will like tinghui and jiamin bastard me and leave me.
Hope my friends will always be with me :(


Sunday, January 17, 2010

You're just change into aonther person, just because beside you is all bitches!
I can just tell you if anything happened,
i'll always be there for you but hope you don't be like those bitches.
That betrayed their own friends!

I wrote this in my facebook and to my surprise she likes my status.
I think she's crazy or maybe she wanted mean me, but i'm not saying her anyways!
I'm saying her so called best friend CTH!

lazy talk about them, when to syg house. Waited for him to prepare and we go out.
I using his com and login in his facebook. He ask me to accept those thing.
FRIEND REQUEST and cafe world gifts.
I was damn shock that i saw her add him. Then i ask syg come see.
He bastard say just only see each other one day then add people boyfriend.
But i didn't say anything uhh, i hope she's not those girls that snatch people's bf.
I trusted my friends alot but alot of them just break my trust.
Do you guys know that trust is not easily gain?!
If YES, why do you guys want to break the trust from someone that really trust you?
and you think that trust easy to gain back uhh?
If NO, i can say you're really damn dumb!!
I've once lost trust from syg but i manage to gain back the trust from him.
I think so uhh, but now i only trust on certain friends.
As those people i think that they're bitches, want my trust?
WAIT LONG LONG BITCH! because i know you just use my trust only.
I'm not stupid nor dumb alrights!!

After that when out with syg. Have a happy day today.
saw bapok when we reached town around orchard,
the bapok looked at syg and smile to him.
OH GOSH! make me feel disgusting. Then syg still can say about 'her' breast sia.
SO BIG!! so is fake one marhh, mine natural!!
HAHA!! then i think the bapok stalked us sia, we parked our motor the go ahead ION.
Then when i say i want go toilet i turn then saw that bapok sia.
I was like WHAT THE FUCK?
So we saw him till now he have been following us sia.
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then we walked where 'she' followed us, so we don't know how to avoid her.
We bastard thought she wear high heels can't run so we run around the mall then she also run.
Then we when in the lift she can't go in because full load,
then we faster take motoe leave the mall.
HAHA!! then we say lucky sia.
I lucky wear flats not heels. Before i want go out asked syg should i wear heels or flats.
Then last decided wear flats lucky lorhh, otherwise just now run i can't run fast.
When back to tampines and when to eat at malay culture eat.
then homed!
when home early because tomorrow got school need iron clothes all those.
so homed early :(
I post until here, lazy post uhh :D


Saturday, January 16, 2010

today suppose meet syg, but last min chance. :(
Because i've to go out to pray! because buddhist need to do that uhh.
If buddhist friends should know.
Then syg sad uhh, but he show me that he's not sad.
But i very sad, Imissyou syg, hais sad sia can't meet you
but tomorrow morning i think i meeting him.
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Thursday, January 14, 2010

when school today and was happy.
because after school syg come school fetch me (:
HAHA!!
then syg going bring me out but after that need go back to school :(
because parents meeting day.
then parents don't go student is a must to go.
What the hell rights?
but i go awhile then leave to meet syg :D

lazy post uhh, i tired sia.
i hate them alot sia!!see them also want vomit!

E-kin, no matter what she's still your friend, just endure with it.
everyone do attitude de, but overall she's like that.
Nobody is prefect, so do you and me.
you see sometimes you scold her bodoh everything she never say anything.
she endure it you also endure uhh.
i actually don't want tell you the thing today, but i scared you hurt
so i tell you, just be careful.
because i kena before and my friends kena.
so i don't want you kena understand babe?
just don't let your boy too near to her alrights?
but overall she's good also. Don't avoid her alrights?



I riding syg motor!! whoos!
nice one man! i speed up so fast sia!! yeah..
i fetch syg behind me and i run highway damn fast!!

i lazy post mabye later barhh (:
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

school today wasn't that great.
So damn bored okayys, school rules more and more strict already!
damn it, if i've gone out of this fucking school, i won't be suffering in the school right now!
WTF!!!
school rules sucks now so do the school.
Imissyou syg :(
misses the days that you everytime come fetch me.
now i everytime alone walked hime without you, so bored!
imissesyou soooo the much man.
But lucky i still can meet you at night uhh, lucky got car key :D


Today saw the bamboo stick and lesbian. OMFG!!
still want step in front of me, wtf sial!!
you are just nothing right now, NOTHING!
so do your that stupid thick skin friend.
think what same maths class as me big fuck uhh? SO?!
one thick skin friend another one foundation!
come school want put foundation.
sial larhh, what step chio also don't need like that sial.
Or what step ah lian or minahs, fuck you larhh _l_
i minahs also haven your turn larhh!!
fucking lesbian want action in front of me walked past also want step!_l_
the fucking bamboo, hai michelle!!
ask her skip class for what, always want teach her bad.
hais, lazy post about them arhh..waste my time! _l_


I LOVE YOU SYG AND MISS YOU LOTS!
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Monday, January 11, 2010

today school was boring, there's quite alot of times i wanted to sleep.
Teacher talk until so bored.
In school i keep thinking of syg, miss him so much.
suddenly think that he is gone and i feel so empty.
How i wish after school can saw syg and kiss him.
But can't wait to meet him tonight.

Anyways, when to tm with Adlina then saw alot of syg friend.
then they keep on look at me like one kind.
i thought who sia, then ii pay attention on them i realise that they all is syg friend.
they keep smile smile to me like what sia, i shy siol. BLUSH BLUSH !!
then when to eat kfc with her too!!
but too bad e-kin babe wasn't with us.
SHE PON SCHOOL!!!
then talk her on the phone but she never meet us.
hais, babe babe!!
come on larhh babe, must study uhh.

hais, everything was the same, boring in school.
but i try not to sleep, must tahan JOCELYN because of N level must tahan.


today saw them so action bitches. What the hell. Want step on larhh, whatever larhh.
think you big fuck uhh, what the fuck sia _l_
Hate to see you guys sia, think got back up big fuck.
i don't need any back up, unlike you guys.
Make friends just for back up. Not make real friends! HUMPH!


Sunday, January 10, 2010

yesterday was really damn tired when here and there.
Chalet behind wildwildwet, that's he's aunt baby birthday.
BBQ pit near downtown pit 20, that's he's motor friends.
But both is at pasir ris park.
So it easy for us to go, motor marhh. PARKING FREE! :D
but the world so small, saw idz motor there!
but never saw him, then me and syg faster walk away.
sacred saw him uhh.
Yesterday quite a great day but was tired.
suddenly syg tell me that he is the first one that bring me to meet his whole family.
All his aunt and uncle is there. The grandmother also.
He say that the grandmother very keen to meet me!
don't know why larhh so i go.
The aunt all very friendly and sporting.
Have very great time with the family (:

As for the friends also very fun sia, they make my day! :D
We sing song when BBQing :D




I will post other time lazy uhh. (:


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