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Sunday, February 28, 2010

back to post, i'm so shock to see that alot of people like the post i write about that fucker.But what so ever lazy care sbout him already, it's just a waste of my time. The moment i see his face it really make my day go very badly and i won't have a great day in school and he the one make my hate going school. When i'm happy go school the moment i think that in school got him it just make my feel like WAH SIAN.
And is totally sian those kind. I like going school to see my friends and study. But why do i've this kind of so called classmate in my class and it just make my interest in study just decrease just like a gavity pushing a human down on the ground. HAIS, feel like killing this stupid fucking guy that disturbing my life.

Yesterday, wasn't a great day for me, i fought with babysyg time and time again.
Don't know why uhh, is like we're finding problem on each other. From tampines all the way to bugis we was like talk then not happy then talk again then not happy.
When not happy like want fight, happy when he keep on make me laugh. HAIS, what's our problem sia? I've try not to find fault from him sia, but the problem is we can't. What's happening to us? I want us to be like last time the sweet couple we ever be. Anyways, when i'm angry with babysyg at bugis, he bought cotton on dress for me as i keep tell him nice uhh, nice uhh. I cost 39bucks. WTF rights, when i saw the price i told him don't want uhh so expensive then he say yarhh lorhh. So we just left the place and i wanted to visit the toilet then he waited outside.
When i come out he wasn't outside then i called him. He told me he at cotton on, i ask him go there for what, he asked me to just go there and to my surprise he bought the skirt for me. I was like OMG SYG!! YOU REALLY BUY THIS DRESS FOR ME?
I asked him why buy then he say because he sayang me and love me so buy thing that i want. So sweet rights then he say can't angry already uhh, i buy dress for you.
Then i say to him oh so got motive want larhh, i thought you so good buy for me the reason because don't want me angry. Then he say want angry then go return. I say don't want lerhh, give me already can't take back :p

Anyways, another shocking news was e-kin broke up with her guy, and is not both party tell break. It's silent break, that guy is really really damn bastard and son of the bitch.
This kind must kena whack then he know. Don't let my found out that he outside got another girl then break with e-kin otherwise i confirm whack the girl just for e-kin's sick. It's like this year alot of people relationship wasn't that good or it can be say that is not moving smoothly.
Why must girls always be the one that is sad over love matter as for guys happily playing around with girls feelings. I think guys never learn their lesson of playing with girls love must kena whack so they will learn their lesson uhh.

HAIS, alot of things happened and we girls don't know how to face the problem our self so i decided to be e-kin partner to accompany her until her heart heal compeletly. Alright e-kin? I'll always love you as a friend, syg or what also can.
:)

Anyways, my mother suddenly ask me to have tuition for this year, i think because she worry about my result uhh.
Anyone can help me and tell me which tuition center is good?!
I really need tuition, i think so because my school work and result really sucks alot alot.
I scared my N level sia, seriously uhh. The days pass so fast and N level is arriving the more i scared. HAIS.. The most i scared is not ghost or what is my N level.

blog until here already :) BYES!!

Friday, February 26, 2010

school pretty boring today and i sleep during english period.
Because i'm so damn tired already.
the weather sucks alot, so bloody hot and i almost sweat like fuck.

During maths period, talk talk and i took that bastard sleeping picture.
Then don't know with bloody fucker go tell him then he ask me.
I was like 'who want take your pictures sia!'
He so damn thick skin larhh, i wanted to upload at my blog and facebook.
But i don't want later my com or phone jam so deleted it uhh,
see the face like want whack only uhh.
sial larhh, always say RAFI HANDSOME!!!
walao eh, if he handsome uhh, the whole world guy will be dead already sia.
Eventhough, the world guys is dead i also won't say that he's handsome sia.
Make me vomit sia.
This type of guys only know slap the girlfriend, what kind of guy are you?
No balls sia, maybe no penis too..
This kind can't counted as guy is bapok sia.
Whack girl somemore.
Don't know why you this kind will got girlfriend sia.
I think the girl will regret being with you sia.
sial larhh, everytime saw you can make my day worst sia.

Anyways, e-kin nice one for what you done. You know i know uhh.
Secret :)
Lazy post uhh, byes :D

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

yesterday, didn't have the time to online and to updated my blog.
Got new eyebrown the reason is because i went trimming, it actually cost 6bucks.
Quite expensive rights, but nevermind :)
babysyg actually don't let me because like minah [Ah lian] !!
But i was so shocking that he let me!! HAHA!! :D
It hurts alot alot lorhh, but i tahan uhh. See i so brave!!!

As for today, RADEN RAFI that fucking hairy bastard didn't come school.
It makes my day go so well alrights!!
so happy don't need see his bloody stupid face.
studying makes me feel tired everytime, and i sleep in class.
I was not totally into my sweet dreams but is just like resting with the eyes close.
Heard what teachers says still can remember when i'm awake!!
E-kin never come school today and yesterday. HAIS HAIS!!
ask her to come today yet i never saw her.
assembly boring and can't wait to end school.
Babysyg fetch me from school andddd i'm so damn happy.
Took bus 293 to CPF kfc to eat our lunch and i bought eyebrown pencil.
Then took bus 72 back to my house area lpk.
saw my sister and we talk awhile as she's with russell.
Her leg full of blue-black as she fall from bike but not so bad like mine uhh.
She wear jacket and long pants.
Overall, babysyg injured is 1000times worst than theirs.

school work getting harder and harder.
can't easily copy things up now.
The more i study the more stress i'm.
The more teacher teach the more i don't understand.
The more about study the more i want die!!
HAIS HAIS!!
i maybe want to have tution uhh. Maybe.
POST UNTIL HERE LAZY ALREADY UH.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

today weather was totally sucks, is damn hot alrights.
It can even kill a human,can even burn a human to death.
From not a bad mood, can lead to a bad mood due to this freaking weather.
Cause me to thirst and drink alot of water then visit the toilet always.
Hate the most is when watching tv and have to go toilet.
Andddd because of the weather i never go out with babysyg :(
i also think for him uhh, weather so hot go out sure sweat then he's injuries will wet.
So is better for him to stay home uhh, because weekdays suppose him must stay home but want meet me then go out, then the weather so hot, can take it man!!
currently, i think babysyg is still sleeping uhh, because i text him never reply.
hais hais hais..

anyways, e-kin if you see blog tag me uhh.
The facebook status the friend meaning MICHELLE GAN!!
i don't know uhh, she change alot alot.
That time friday she walk just right behind me never even talk to me, what the fuck?!
want act cool i slap her face siaa.
Think she so damn pretty uhh. Like one chee bye face got uhh.
i think uhh, maybe that fucking bitch tinghui sure tell her something until now she change the attitude towards me uhh, standard uhh.
Tinghui this kind of bitch like that one, someone good to me she jealous right confirm talk back about me until the person hate me, next victim might be you.
She close to you then confirm tell you alot me things, but those thing is fake want.
eh babe, TINGHUI this kind can't be trusted uhh, she take your trust as granted want.
so my advice to you, don't too close to her. OR you'll be dead!!
i can tell you uhh, TINGHUI and ADLINA is the same.
But tinghui that bitch is even worst than ad i tell you the fact.
you see all my friends last time close to me now all die already.
HAIS HAIS..

Hope tomorrow babysyg got come fetch me sia :(

Friday, February 19, 2010

school have been bored for me this few days, maybe because i'm in new year mood.
didn't when school on wednesday didn't saw someone i dislike so damn happy.
Thursday he never come school because he when to check up,
mostly i think is mental check up barhh.
as for today, FRIDAY wasn't a great day. He come school and spoilt my mood.
the more i see him the more disgusting i got from him.
Always say him self handsome, WTF, he's totally sucks okayys!!!!!!
IF HE HANDSOME THAN IN THIS WORLD THERE WON"T BE ANY HANDSOME GUY.
then he have been so childish play with the screen showing his butt.
SMELLY BUTT.
i see already want to 1 leg kick his fucking butt.
so damn fucking hate him alot alot.
Want act like drink beer and smoke everything.
Eh sial larhh, when i drink beer and smoke you not even in your mother stomach uhh.
Go home drink milk larhh you.
want me be classmate with you for the 2 year can die siaa..
i don't mind lose you this fucking classmate larhh..
Eh, not happy with me just say larhh, don't need speak to umar malay or Mr hairul larhh..
Sial larhh, you say you understand chinese so? i don't give a damn to you.
Like i don't understand malay like that.
HELLO!!! you're saying someone that have a malay boyfriend and someone that have alot of malay friends siaa..
you see only i tell you, you want ask people whack me come only. I not scared!!
You can find people i also can. Think in this world only people know you uhh.
COCK LARHH YOU..
fucking piss off when i see your face siaa,
feel like whacking your face until you eat rice use straw uhh.
You watch out only, one day i make sure you beg me for forgiveness.
FUCK YOU RADEN RAFI STUPID MONKEY!! HARIY BASTARD!! RASCAL!! JERKS!!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

today took MC and accompany babysyg to go HQ, TP and other places to settle his accident thing.
i special took MC sia but i really got diarrhoea uhh.
saw babysyg suffer so much and he can't even hug me.
hais, lazy post.
I think post until here barhh :D

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

chinese new year wasn't great for me.
syg met an accident today and he's seriously injured.
He make me worry so much for him.
When i got his call i was go shock and my mind when blank.
I don't know what to say or what to do.
I don't even know want scold him or what.
Before that i ask jim to take care of him self and the next time i got accident and got in AnE.
the minute i got the call then i hang i'm thinking wheather to go AnE now or what.
and just 5mins i change my clothes and rush out.
My mind was thinking take bus or cab. And i decided to take cab.
the fare was 6.20 including extra charge.
when i reached CGH i was more anxious.
i started to feel my whole body shaking.
not because of cold is because i'm scared.
when back home after realise that syg parents and aunties is coming.
took cab back and the fare was 5.80 including extra charge.
so worry about syg. HAIS!!!
tomorrow after school i'm going to rush to meet syg.

Got to know this guy that is russell cousin and he left this msg to me.

hi lynn, may I call u lynn?

nice to finally meet you. you look even better in person and i like your smile.

i know its our first meeting, and i certainly pray you dun take offence with my next question...but what the heck are you doing with that clown?

whole night i was thinking to myself...you can do much much much better than that.

Like I said, I really pray u dun take offence with my question, but i really really cannot hold my tongue anymore... i was in fact biting my tongue throughout the movie.

You may think its weird me writing this letter to you...well, although i do care what happens to us (our friendship) i have to take this necessary risk of speaking my mind.

Maybe if you like, we can meet up without the clown and talk about it. I'm dead curious what is it that attracted you to him.

My mobile is 9222 4665. you may call/sms anytime ya.

warmest regards,
alvin

and the clown he meaning was my dearest babysyg, AKMAL!!
wtf rights, hais. What he want siaa..
Stressed!!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY AND HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
may those couple celebrated a great day ahead with their valentine.
and to those chinese people have a great day collecting angpons.
As for me, only celebrate valentines day, due to my grandma pass away
i can't celebrate chinese new year, i can't collect angpons for this year.
Sad is sad uhh, but i respect my grandma death so only this year don't take angpons lorhh.
:D
today damn busy with spring clean the house and help mother cook for renuine dinner.
as for this year is specially busy because we last min uhh.
all working and schooling then don't have the chance uhh.
i'm really tired now, really reallt tired.
because today mummy ask me wake up go market at 7.45
is like normal school days like this sia.
then i want stay up late tonight until very late because old people say,
children stay more late the parents will long life.
i'm trying to stay awake, then tomorrow still need early wake up help mother cook.
HAIS HAIS, out of the sudden miss my grandma alot.
if she never pass away, last night i'll go malaysia and celebrate chinese new year already.
get angpons all. But is fade. What to do :(
alot of bad thing happened last year and it's going to end tonight when the clock hits 12.
now 25 more mins it will LUNAR NEW YEAR ALREADY!!
WHOOOSSSS!! Steamboat and sharkfins tomorrow mother cook!!!!
yeah yeah!!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

school damn sucks nowsdays.
Because my class got an idiot bastard whose name call RADEN RAFI!!
what a stupid name he have. Disgusting name siaa.
what the fuck sia, he got back up, smoking, drink.
Sia larhh, all this i do before already sia now then you do, outdated sia.
I swear i hate him alot, hate him to the core sia.
I HATE RADEN RAFI SIA!!!
want act like his leg pain only, but his leg long ago okayys already sia.
First day, look like pain.
Second day, can walk.
Third day, can run.
Still want act like pain only, but you don't know i tell teacher about you rights.
HAHA!!you don't know, i complain everything to teacher already.
you want find me problem just come only larhh, i don't give a damn fuck to you.
Think only you got back up, treat me only larhh.
see what will happened to you lorhh.
FUCKER RADEN RAFI.
I hate you alot alot.
I make sure alot people will hate you i swear.

syg this few days very sad sia, because he kena fine.
HAIS!!i worry about him sia, i going try my very best to help him.
post until here.

Monday, February 08, 2010

Woke up early today, was like damn tired. Try to push myself up to school.
school wasn't that good today, i pretty hate school now.
I only like school with my friends.
E-kin today never go school was like damn -.-zzzz like that.
ad also never come school, hais.
then meishi being send home to colour back her hair.
so damn bright sia then arnita catch.
she was like wtf sia. HAHA!!
playing with chunjing they all was like damn happy but happiness end fast.
recess saw someone that i hate alot alot.
Actually i very hungry then when to recess with meishi they all,
but saw someone CTH spoilt my appetite and my day!!!
WTF _l_
then i told germaine and angelene about her real life story!!
HAHA!! GREAT MAN, let alot alot people know her story better siol!!

Saw him in school today he was like no mood like that.
Even huimin also say he maybe bad mood, hais..
Whatever it is just forget about him uhh, just treat him as teacher.
Last time he treat me soo the well but now he suddenly change into a different person.
BAD PERSON!!
HAIS HAIS!!
Don't know why suddenly jealous people that got long relationship.
i also want longer relationship with babysyg!!
i think i post until here, i'm damn tired!

Sunday, February 07, 2010

just now when to meet syg then he wanted to eat so we when to tenderbest.
Guess what, i saw someone i dislike alot alot!!
CTH!!!!!!!!!!that prosititue.
then she was like look look at me. Her friends also.
KPO sia, like never see before girl like that.
WROTE THIS IN FACEBOOK:

muke kaw pecah gyler babs dan ada hati pulak tu nak mengatal nan semua budak lelaki . kaw jangan nak pura-pura baik dengan muke baik kau . kaw tuh cume pelacur kat lorong !!

FMD _l_ My day is spoilt because of some bitches! DAMN IT!! muke LAST WARNING!

No appetite and feel like vomitting when i saw you. Ruin my mood and spoilt my day. Suppose to be a happy day with syg yet saw someone that i don't want to seen. WTF_l_

And E-kin babe know who i mean and she wrote something at her facebook too.
This is what she wrote:

muke bleyh kate baik , hati tuh baek sgt kerh . kaw naq ckp sal org kaw tuh aperh kurang nyerh . lgy teruk pn ade kaw kesa ? ade mcm pelacur taq ? hahax .. kaw tuh aqu ngok kecian eak . barang yang senang dipakai dan dibuang eak ? haizzz .. rabak2 !!

HAHA!! E-kin, E-kin...
No worries no one will know we write about her. Because i never invite other people.
Except my last time friends.
HAHA!!!!
She is such a bitch, slut, vixen.
Last time she with this guy stead uhh,
the guy still got girlfriend but got problem between them.
Then she tell the guy she love him soo much and ask him leave the girl.
Then end up the guy and the girl break off.
Just because of her mouth and she seduce him.
after 1 month past have sex with him.
Then when their relationship got problem, she find another guy and have sex with him.
When she and the guy still together.
What girl is this? Slut and bitch. Vixen too.
thinks that she more prettier than other girls aand saying other girls ugly.
So what she's pretty? How about her heart?
Mine is red fresh kind but her's black.
Black bad girl!! She have sex can already.
yup, i'm not prettier than her so?
At least i've a better heart than her.
Otherwise last time when we together work, why all those guys like me more than you?
Want to be with me than you? Ended up you go around tell people i flirting with guys!
is those guys want to be with me. Remember that time you ask me about the question?
In case you forget, why they all always want to be with you? Ask you for stead?
That time my answer was I DON'T KNOW.
But now my answer is because of your heart!
You may look pretty but what about your heart?
I heard alot of stories they tell me, i just doesn't want tell you.
They hate the way you behave and seduceing guys.
but your seducing method fail man.
HAIS, LAZY TALK ABOUT HER uhh, spoilt my mood.
E-kin read this post leave a tag. :B LOVE YOU!

Saturday, February 06, 2010

back to post :(
Things didn't go smoothly for me, everything seems to go against me.
I'm stressed on some issues. And i don't know how to face them.
Why do happiness come together and go together.
Come together make me so damn happy and after that it goes off together,
that make me feel like i've drop from the 15th story and landed on the ground.
Currently i'm just like hanging in the mid of the air waiting for someone to save.
And the someone i'm waiting doesn't understand what i'm thinking.
He just stand there waiting for me to go to him.
But if i go to him i'll be landed on the groundfloor laying motioness there.
At this time i'll be dead. Everything will ended there and memories will be vanish.
My heart is now empty and i need someone to give me love to full up the spaces.
I feel so lonely and sad, the lonelyness and sadness just make my day bored.
Thinking of someone soo the much but wondering does he know?
Misses him so much and thinking do he miss me too.
Maybe i've be too over but i just want to protect him from getting away from me.
I want him to feel secure being with me that's all.
I've to protect him to the core and letting feel save to be with me.
But my way of keeping him beside me too secure makes him feel i'm too over.
I've my own attitude and it's unqiue from others.
This attitude have follow me ever since i born out in the world.
Alot of my close friends, relatives and family members doesn't like it.
And i try my very best to change, overall now my attitude is better than last time.
But why can't you just accept my unqiue attitude?
How long have we been together? You should understand me by now.
But how come the way you treat me let me thinks that you don't understand me well?
I try my best to change the want you wanted me to be, but is difficult.
I doesn't want end the great memories of ours, i think you too.
but i just need you to save me from middle of the air, and everything will be fine.
Otherwise i'll be dead.
Love is no fairy tale..
u can be very happy with your loves one...
but that's just a myth.. who knows what nightmare is going to happen..
It breaks ones heart during the nightmare...
I just feel like FML. Is serious sucks now.
All my great things have gone down the drain.
WHERE'S ALL MY GREATNESS THING? CAN I'VE IT BACK?
good thing past really really fast and i don't have the chance to enjoy it and it's gone.
Gone without informing me. :(
This year LNY also can't celebrate, because grandma pass away and can't celebrate.
But nevermind, i just hope valetines day can go out with my baby syg can already (:
LNY and valetines day crush together, wondering how chinese people celebrate?
I don't need to worry anyways (:
i post until here, bye :(

Friday, February 05, 2010

school days sucks alot, because after i know the true i regret going school.
Everyday i attend school is because i wanted see you.
your gentleness and sweetness make me got feeling for you.
YOU'RE LIKE A FLIRT BECAUSE ALWAYS GO TALK WITH GIRLS
I JEALOUS!! Serious i admit!
I know i'm attacted but then i can like you as a friend barhh.
after hearing things from alot people about your thing, you hurt me.
Maybe is one side party uhh. And know the way you treat me is damn different already.
last time i talk to you, you still can joke with me and talk back.
even if i don't talk to you, you automatic will talk to me.
But now i talk to you, you ignore me and only sometimes you talk to me.
you don't even approach me. :(
Those thing you say to me i still remember, is first time what a guy say to me.
Good times past very fast.
Maybe i should treat you not friend but what's your original position.
finally i wanted to say is IMY and BYE!

syg didn't contact me the whole day, don't know why.
I also don't have the intention to text him. Eventhough imisshim.
if syg miss me he'll text me but to my surprise he didn't.
i want to know is he really miss me or not, if he really do he'll text me de.
hais :(
Today after school suppose meet ad and go her house watch ghost show.
She keep ask me to go, but i don't feel like going uhh. Then i like just say see first.
After school went out to main gate meet e-kin's bf.
then i lie to ad that i need go home but go eat mac with e-kin, her bf and her best friend.
Me and her bestfriend ain talk alot uhh, she seems to be understand me uhh.
then went home change and went out to ain house meet e-kin and her guy.
took bus to E-HUB play arcade.
Car game e-kin's bf got 1st and i 2nd, pityful e-kin got last.
HAHA!!
then play motor game with e-kin i won,
got 1st but when play with her guy i got 2nd lost to him.
tired then no mood play uhh.
HAHA!!
then we thought of playing bowling, but i need go so never play.
then homed!!
now stone at home doing nothing uhh, syg kena guard.
HAIS HAIS, waited your msg until now still don't have. :(

i post until here uhh, TIRED!!

Monday, February 01, 2010

took MC today as i've a very bad headache, think study too much uhh :)
HAHA!! currently at syg house he cook for me to eat and bring me go ploy see doctor.
He also took MC to accompany me uhh.
SO SWEET SYG!
I LOVE YOU.

Anyways, today is me and syg 1 year 7 months anniversary. (:
LOVE YOU LOTS!!
our anniversary spend at ploy and home. SO SAD!
Post other time barhh (: