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back to post :(
Things didn't go smoothly for me, everything seems to go against me.
I'm stressed on some issues. And i don't know how to face them.
Why do happiness come together and go together.
Come together make me so damn happy and after that it goes off together,
that make me feel like i've drop from the 15th story and landed on the ground.
Currently i'm just like hanging in the mid of the air waiting for someone to save.
And the someone i'm waiting doesn't understand what i'm thinking.
He just stand there waiting for me to go to him.
But if i go to him i'll be landed on the groundfloor laying motioness there.
At this time i'll be dead. Everything will ended there and memories will be vanish.
My heart is now empty and i need someone to give me love to full up the spaces.
I feel so lonely and sad, the lonelyness and sadness just make my day bored.
Thinking of someone soo the much but wondering does he know?
Misses him so much and thinking do he miss me too.
Maybe i've be too over but i just want to protect him from getting away from me.
I want him to feel secure being with me that's all.
I've to protect him to the core and letting feel save to be with me.
But my way of keeping him beside me too secure makes him feel i'm too over.
I've my own attitude and it's unqiue from others.
This attitude have follow me ever since i born out in the world.
Alot of my close friends, relatives and family members doesn't like it.
And i try my very best to change, overall now my attitude is better than last time.
But why can't you just accept my unqiue attitude?
How long have we been together? You should understand me by now.
But how come the way you treat me let me thinks that you don't understand me well?
I try my best to change the want you wanted me to be, but is difficult.
I doesn't want end the great memories of ours, i think you too.
but i just need you to save me from middle of the air, and everything will be fine.
Otherwise i'll be dead.
Love is no fairy tale..
u can be very happy with your loves one...
but that's just a myth.. who knows what nightmare is going to happen..
It breaks ones heart during the nightmare...
I just feel like FML. Is serious sucks now.
All my great things have gone down the drain.
WHERE'S ALL MY GREATNESS THING? CAN I'VE IT BACK?
good thing past really really fast and i don't have the chance to enjoy it and it's gone.
Gone without informing me. :(
This year LNY also can't celebrate, because grandma pass away and can't celebrate.
But nevermind, i just hope valetines day can go out with my baby syg can already (:
LNY and valetines day crush together, wondering how chinese people celebrate?
I don't need to worry anyways (:
i post until here, bye :(