♥ILOVEYOUAKMAL♥

chinese new year wasn't great for me.
syg met an accident today and he's seriously injured.
He make me worry so much for him.
When i got his call i was go shock and my mind when blank.
I don't know what to say or what to do.
I don't even know want scold him or what.
Before that i ask jim to take care of him self and the next time i got accident and got in AnE.
the minute i got the call then i hang i'm thinking wheather to go AnE now or what.
and just 5mins i change my clothes and rush out.
My mind was thinking take bus or cab. And i decided to take cab.
the fare was 6.20 including extra charge.
when i reached CGH i was more anxious.
i started to feel my whole body shaking.
not because of cold is because i'm scared.
when back home after realise that syg parents and aunties is coming.
took cab back and the fare was 5.80 including extra charge.
so worry about syg. HAIS!!!
tomorrow after school i'm going to rush to meet syg.

Got to know this guy that is russell cousin and he left this msg to me.

hi lynn, may I call u lynn?

nice to finally meet you. you look even better in person and i like your smile.

i know its our first meeting, and i certainly pray you dun take offence with my next question...but what the heck are you doing with that clown?

whole night i was thinking to myself...you can do much much much better than that.

Like I said, I really pray u dun take offence with my question, but i really really cannot hold my tongue anymore... i was in fact biting my tongue throughout the movie.

You may think its weird me writing this letter to you...well, although i do care what happens to us (our friendship) i have to take this necessary risk of speaking my mind.

Maybe if you like, we can meet up without the clown and talk about it. I'm dead curious what is it that attracted you to him.

My mobile is 9222 4665. you may call/sms anytime ya.

warmest regards,
alvin

and the clown he meaning was my dearest babysyg, AKMAL!!
wtf rights, hais. What he want siaa..
Stressed!!