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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I CHANGE MY BLOG SONG ALREADY!!
But i'll change again uh, suppose got two song.
One is you're not sorry and another one is Good girls go bad.
But the song can only play GOOD GIRLS GO BAD, another song don't why can't.
HAIS, but i'll change the song again :)

Today school pretty alright but E-kin never come because she's sick!
then yangzhe complain my blog never write about them.
But i got plan to do so tonight then he sound me. HAHA!!
Actually having them in my class a also great but they are too noisy.
I mean YANGZHE AND SEEKIN!!!
so noisy want study also can't.
then lesson as per normal larhh, then end school when home bath and change.
Then when for tuition uh, boring sia, waited YANGZHE FOR 10 MINS!!!!
HAHA!! Then suddenly saw Mr Tok! I was like shock then i told him i waiting for YZ!!
Then YZ lend me money to buy bubble tea but i have to return want larhh.
Then when walk up the stairs suddenly don't feel like going tuition sia.
HAHA!! tuition ended around 6.03?
Late always end late then have dinner with my mother at the market opposite coffeeshop.
then when to meet babysyg and homed around 9.30.
Hais, boring sia, but i'm happy friday no school!!!
Lazy post already uh, tmr then continue :)

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

why do you want to treat me like that?
who am i to you?
who i'm to you huh? I'm your syg or not?!
But you want to do that to me?
I really have enough of it already, i'm sick and tired of it already.
i put in all my love and my youth time on you and you did this to me.
Why do you want to hurt me once twice and thrice.
You want to know how deep you hurt me?
We can be very sweet, yes i agree but sometimes you're really too over.
Yes, maybe i've wrong too, but i apologize to you rights?
at least you love me, you should forgive me and forget what happened.
why are you guys all like that?!
Are all guy such a petty person and don't forgive girls when they do wrong?
But when guys do wrong the girl must forgive them.
Unfair okayys, guys are too selfish already!!
seriously selfish okayys.
Why do guys want to hurt girl like that?
girl don't deserve those stupid thing from guys.
I seriously hate guys treat girls like that and you're one of them.
Not the mean i hate you, i still love you deeply.
But why do you want to treat me like that.
HAIS HAIS HAIS!!
I'm really useless and don't know what to do already uhh.
But lucky syg not so bad larhh.
just now he apologise to me about what he done and i angry for awhile before forgiving him.
And he also promise not to do that again.

school today totally sucks as usual. No changes made.
Spot check school skirt is the very first thing in the morning for those eat full nothing to do teacher does that. And lucky i wore a longer skirt and i've pass the checking.
after that, vanan called me and we went in to have conferencing with that bitch.
Safi was not involved so she left the room and only left with E-kin, me and that bitch.
She told the whole story and i was like 'DAMN YOU ALRIGHT BITCH!!'
And later the teacher tell me that i only one got the punishment and they won't got.
I was like what the fuck, she cause trouble for me and i the only one got punishment?!!!!
why didn't she got it too!!!!FUCK _l_
Conferencing ended around 9.20 and i went back to my history lesson and found out that vahhid never come school today due to medical problem.
Went back to class and everyone was like asking me what happened.
I actually can't tell them but i only do some summary on the story uh.
When i was looking for her, she's not in class.
She left the room early than me but she's late for class.
WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT!!
and i found out that she went to toilet to put FOUNDATION!!!!!!!!!!!
what the hell, very pretty merhh?!
People put foundation only when they go out or what!
you in school put, siao uh!!!
thought you very pretty like that only, and even how pretty are you
all people know your dirty secerts!!!!!
BITCH!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
lesson as per normal, but when maths lesson saw her want scold her sial.
But i tahan myself by doing work.
LESSON LESSON~~~~~~BLAHBLAHBLAH!!!
then finally end school 2.15 and thought can go out with E-kin and found out she got CIP!!
hais, then i went home with huimin.

My life is so damn boring, don't know why sial.
I feel that i lack of something in my life.
lack of freedom and full of boredom.
why do my life always appear those friends that are useless to me and just know find trouble for me?! I felt so disappointed with myself, for being stupid. I've regretted to bring that bitch along.
Or nothing will happened already and today i won't be so pissed off and got punishment.
DAMN IT ALRIGTHS!!
Why is my life so useless and damn?!
i wanted to change my life to something that's better and not like now.
I feel like now jumping into a grave and rest in peace.
Without any anger, revenge, sadness, jealous.
just leave with happiness, joyful, cheerful and loved.
Whatever it is, it happened and i've to face that. I can't escape from this thing.
But i hate people that find problem from me when i don't have any problem.
I HATE YOU BITCH!!FUCK YOU TO DEATH ALRIGHT!!DAMN YOU TO DEATH TOO!!!
and the present i wanted to give you from making me into trouble is.....
THIS _l_ _l_
if you want i find boys to fuck you too!! thanks for everything bitch and i've a last thing to tell you is that i regretted to be friends with you and regretted to ton with you.
You just throw my face being with you is like being with satan!!
Don't say i'm being bad. Because you the one that make me bad BITCH.
I'm a nice person if you do things that are great and not harming me.
But when you harm me and do something that's not great, just fuck off okayys!!!!
I've enough for being stupid already and now i've to open my eyes bigger to see people that are good or bad. To be with or not. Is a bitchy bitch or not. Because thanks to you, i've learned my lesson and i can see who's good who's bad already. Thanks BITCH!!
Whatever it is, you did this to me and i got punishment, i make sure the rest of your life won't go so smoothly. I want you to be always smelly dirty bitch and until you married your secrets will be spread to the whole world. ANDAND, i got evidences on my hand, the sexy pictures!!!
BYE BITCH AND I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!
MAKE SURE YOU DISAPPEAR IN FRONT OF ME AND BRING YOUR TROUBLES OR BAD LUCK AWAY TOO!! BYE AND LASTLY GO AND DIE IS A BETTER CHOICE FOR YOU BITCH!! Sorry my dear friends for being so evil and bad. Because she make me do that babes!!! :(

Labels: Fuck you bitchy bitch _l_

Monday, March 29, 2010

Today school sucks alot, early in the morning kena caught for short skirt.
Bloody damn hell. I kena caught by that stupid ARNITA!! KPO auntie uh she.
then wrote my name on the paper and tomorrow there's going to be checking again.
HAIS, timetable change and on monday there's no ENGLISH!!
Shock sia, after the skirt checking went back to class saw Mr vahhid.
I was like eh?!
HAHA!!
Lesson as per normal, history sit beside guangsheng.
We talk and do our work larhh.
Then MT i was like happy larhh, because got angelene they all accompany talk and laugh.
i seriously envy their class, everyday happy like that. Birthday still got whole class celebrate.
My class? boring like shit sia.
Boring sia my class.
Then lesson go on same.
After school waned meet E-kin and so unlucky saw Vanan!!
then he say need talk to me.
Then he ask me to tell the true about the days.
I suspect adlina anyhow say thing to vanan uh.
I just know tomorrow got conference.
I confirm want tell everything out want.
I hate it when people push all the fault to other people when they know they ownself is in wrong.
DAMN IT OKAYYS!!!
Why can't you just let my days off smoothly uh?!
You ownself everyday don't come then keep dalay this matter.
Make me can't have great day!!
one even one great day okayys!!!!!
I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU ALOT ALRIGHT BITCH!!!
I SERIOUSLY WON'T LET YOU OFF EASILY.
AND YOU DARE TO SAY SAFURRA NAME OUT!!!!
damn it sia want more people in this trouble right?!
Let me tell you, the more people in this problem the more trouble you get.
UNDERSTAND BITCH?!!!
Fuck you man!!
HAIS!! BAD YEAR AHEAD FOR ME SIA!!!!
Damn it!!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

just reached home from expo.
Sister bought crops for me,
i know that crops are stupid but i comfortable went you wear it.
the crops doesn't look nice but just buy only uh, also not i pay what :)
We spend around 115 bucks only! Cheap right?!
of course uh, sale what that's the reason we went there.
We took cab to expo. My mother, sister, 3rd auntie and me.
Took cab there and back. HAHA!!
My mother pay but back sister pay because she went to meet russell.
BOREDOM REALLY KILLS!
i wanted to buy for babysyg but i don't have money so i didn't buy.
SORRY BABYSYG :(

Labels: i got crops but babysyg don't have :(

Saturday, March 27, 2010

currently at my cousin house using com, because we just now went to pray my grandma.

Because is qing min.

I woke up 7AM in the morning at felt so damn tired.

Lazy to go but i've no choice, so just force myself wake up then.

brush my teeth and bath and blow hair and straight hair and make up took me 40 minutes.

Suppose more than that if normally i do, but this i've to rush. HAIS.

took my daddy's lorry then fetch my uncle and cousin to the 800 plus coffee shop.

We've our meals there then we took of to toa payoh there to pray.

Took my daddy's lorry my hair fly like siao zha bo like that.

So messy lorhh, then waste my time comb it.

Reached there, quite alot of people but normally is even more.

My cousin, Liqing and me walked here and there like nobody business.

Nothing to do what.

Then i told my mother don't later say hong tang zhu.

Then really saw her, liqing and i was like hiding away from her but too bad she saw us.

She say this to Liqing.

Young teenage became pretty already uh.

HAHA!! I was laugh smiling all the way, after she left i laughed.

whole day was quite boring actually.

After praying finish, come to Liqing's house to slack and eat.

IMISSYOU syg. ALOT!! :(

So damn miss him, never saw him like i no more energy already.

HAIS HAIS, i think he's still sleeping, text him never reply me.

ANDAND, i've stomach cramp that hurts alot uh, want cry already sia. URGH!!!

Boring sia, know that tomorrow is monday and have to face the problem AGAIN!!

Went can the problem being solve?

Hope that the punishment won't be heavy for me uh.

Damn that bitch man. I really want her to suffer than before.

What i got from her must return, this is a 'GOOD FRIEND' will do.

she give me something, i must return as a respect marhh.

So let her taste what i've tasted.

I'm just waiting for the time to come only.

You watch out bitch! _l_

And for your information,

CAN YOU STOP DELAYING THIS FUCK PISSED OFF PROBLEM?!

fuck you know, everyday have to talk about this problem.

Everyday go counselling about this problem.

Damn It alot okayys.

Let me tell you this larhh, the more longer you delay,

The more people will hate you deeply to the core.

It's the fact, you must believed that.

You next year want go ITE rights?!

I make sure all ITE people will know about your past man.

This is a present from me and E-kin to you.

Your birthday present.

Because on your birthday didn't celebrated and never give present so now we give you!

Accept it and thanks us.

It's our pleasure to do that to you. :) you're welcome too!

I knew that you'll thanks us anyways _l_!!!

URHG!!DAMN YOU BITCH!

How i wish tomorrow E-kin can attend school tomorrow.

Sorry babe, yesterday throw temper at you. :(

Labels: I MISS YOU BABYSYG :(

Thursday, March 25, 2010

I HATE GUYS THAT LIE TO ME.
BECAUSE THEY PROVE TO ME THAT THEY ARE BASTARD AND JERKS.
BREAK PROMISE ARE ALSO ANOTHER ONE.
URGHH!!!!!
I HATE IT ALOT. GIRLS LIE TO ME I HATE THEM TOOOO!!!!
BITCHES AND SLUTS!!
WHY GUYS ALWAYS WANT BLUFF ME UH!!
why why why? why want bluff me again and again?!
DAMN CHEEBYE OKAYYS!!!
CAN'T GUYS STOP LYING TO ME,
I don't care whether i know you well or not.
Friends or not, in the first place you shouldn't lie.
PLEASE LARHH, FUCKERS MAN!!
Is your problem and i'm lazy to entertain you already.
You wanted to lie to me that's your fucking business.
I SERIOUSLY HATE IT ALOT OKAYYS!!
you the one who started to contact me yet treat me like this,
i seriously doesn't want guys to lie to me anymore.
you took the first step to take my number. Then now like this.
CHEEBYE!!!
fuck uh, not only you want my number.
outside alot of guys want and i can find a suitable want.
so you're nothing to me. But i'm angry is where you lie to me.
Let me tell you last thing, you want contact me better know what's right or wrong.
I really can't take it anymore, all i needed is friends that's all.
No more than that. Close friends no problem.
But please don't ever lie to me anymore.
Hais, what you care about in the first place.
But i care dude.
You don't know my story.
I so long don't have the feeling of a guy taking my number and fond me.
this feeling recently just come. This started since the that day already.
It seems that i've my past back.
But you ruin it again. I want the feelings back :(

BABE, GOT ANY IDEA CAN SAVE OR HELP ME?

school was boring, and i went counselling for 2 days already.
Suppose today conference but that BITCH never come. DamnIt.
I want shoot her until her shut up, but she never come.
I think that she's scared of us. Because yesterday she that we got counselling she scared.
Confirm she lie alot that why she scared.
I wanted to settle this thing as soon as possible.
Because i don't wish to delay this anymore.
It just like spoiling my mood and i can't study easily.
The moment i saw her i really hate her very much.
Somemore i see her face is Eeeee.
Think herself very pretty like that.
Want motek with guy only then say larhh.
We find alot alot of guys give you larhh.
You like what!!!

Anyways, after school went to springfield and i swear i hate it alot.
AndAnd i will not go there again.
I went there because E-kin's sister, Adeeq got problem with the teacher.
So went there, can say i KPO uhh. I don't care, but friend must care. Unlike that BITCH!!
Anyways, spend boring times there and i hate girls from there. So bitchy.
Some okayys only uhh.
Then rain heavily and we slack there awhile.
then went to E-kin's house slack waited the rain stop around 4.
Suddenly E-kin show me her FB that ad auntie send her a message and wanted to meet us today. At 7.30 to talk about the story.
She wanted to know our story.
But i think think think like got something.
Like she planned something, and our safety is more important.
So tomorrow we going to tell teacher if she want meet, can.
Meet in school, so we got something to protect us rather than meet her outside.
Because don't know what she will do to us.
Then left E-kin's house at 4.30 and took 168 back.
Homed around 5.
And my gastric pain, due to never eat for the whole day. Since morning.
HAIS HAIS.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Today school sucks, all thanks to that cheebye fucker bitch.
Eh, thanks uhh.
You fucking aunties like to complain izzit? Like to call police izzit.
Eh, you think what?! police your father or grandfather izzit!
police station your family open want uhh!!
you think police so free izzit!!
everything police police police.
Fuck you alright, you and your aunties all are bitches larhh.
So you don't need to act good girl in front of your class and other people.
You know why?! because you and your whole family are just like bitches and sluts.
Just know complain and call police okayys!!
what now your aunties also want complain about my fb uhh?!
eh, is my problem okayys bitch!! is none of you guy business!!
what! my fb always write about bitch what, so what if i'm saying about you?!
yup, i admit i'm saying about you, so?!
no prove and evidence that i'm writing about you!!
what guilty izzit?!
Guilty fuck boys?!
eh, you this kind of girl anyhow go motek with guys don't deserve my respect uhh.
You want my respect you fucking go and die okayys!!!
you're just nothing to me. BITCH.
anyways, i got your sexy picture that you don't want to know what's that alright.
Don't force me because my hand is very itch uhh.
you watch out, i swear that i'll slap you one day.
WATCH OUT BITCH!
WHAT THE FUCK, tomorrow have to find ms arnita!! DAMN IT!!

Monday, March 22, 2010

TODAY IS SERIOUSLY A VERY BAD DAY FOR ME!!!
i seriously hate her alot alot.
she really make alot of trouble for me and E-kin.
I swear i'll let her suffer the pain, twice back to you.
i make sure you suffer alot and you regret what you did to us.
what i get from them i'll pay back to you.
The price you have to pay is more expensive then we pay.
i make sure, fucker bitch.
I wait everything settle finish i'll let you and your fucking aunties and family to regret what you guys done.
such a no manner and stupid family.

Friday, March 19, 2010

yesterday didn't have the chance to update my blog.
Easy say i'm lazy to update uhh.
At home until 12plus babysyg call and ask me want to meet?
i was like so damn happy and i jump up from the sofa.
Quickly off my com and bath and prepare.
when i bath finish babysyg ask me at where, i told him still at home prepare.
He ask me faster and meet him at his house and later i've to ownself take bus back.
Then i was like half sad already but nevermind.
suppose meeting e-kin then have to delay a little to meet her.
OPPS! SORRY BABE! :(
then later babysyg called again ask where me, but i still at home preparing.
Then he say so late if i now reach hougang only meet 30 - 45 mins.
Then he ask still want meet then i answer him DON'T WANT.
then he answer me okayys lorhh then he hang.
I know he was sad :(
so i call e-kin ask her can meet now.
Then we meet around 3 then went to eat mac.
And decided to go bedok but i don't have any more fare and she top up for me.
THANKS BABE!! 2 times she top up for me and i don't know how to return her a favour.
I wanted return her money but she say nevermind friend don't talk about money.
This line i've hear before from michelle.
But now are we still friend? i don't need close friend just say normal friend.
We're not anymore. Because she saw me don't even say hi to me :(
NEVERMIND, she'll regret for life that throw me this friend just for that bitchy tinghui.
Anyways, get back to the story.
We took 292 and drop at the round market there and cross the road and took 17.
you know what's the funny thing about, e-kin count how many stop go down.
HAHA!!
then we saw accident at the PIE there.
The motor was plantom and taxi bang motor.
Motor was badly damage as for the rider i'm not sure.
I think not serious or it's serious.
the reason for not serious because always motor accident,
motor badly damage, rider nothing only minor injured.
But some motor minor things then the rider seriously injured. Like my babysyg. :(
But the reason i say serious because got ambulance. So the answer is unknown to me.
Then when reached the place e-kin say in opposite the school and i alight i stop before where we wanted to stop.
But the fact we alight the correct stop larhh, then we cross the road the realise that suppose we alight just walk to the block behind us correct already we still bodoh coss the road. We was like crossing the square shape.
HAIS!!
then slack with the friend like weird uhh.
Then sky turns black and i wanted to go back.
then the friend of e-kin called haidil is the victim of ad.
HAIS.
Then haidil friend want my number don't for what larhh.
Then when to bedok inter saw another group e-kin friends.
then heard from e-kin she say they want my number also, but e-kin help me by telling them i'm attacted.
But they still answer back can break. HAHA!!
bought dinner for my mother and took 168 back.
Then night meet babysyg and bought alot of things home. :)
HE PAY!! :B

AndAnd, the guy take took my number msg me :(
i still beg with e-kin he won't.
Babe, i know my limits and i know what's right and what's wrong.
We're just normal friend only.
I only love AKMAL and E-KIN :)
andand thanks e-kin i so long never have those feelings of guy take my number.
and when i with you i got the feeling uhh. HAHA!!!

Labels: iloveyou AKMAL BABYSYG and E-KIN BABE

Thursday, March 18, 2010

back to post again and i'm going to talk about the time i ton with my friends
Akmal, shuk, azri, shuk friend, ekin and adlina. That of course include me :D
Alot of things happened uhh. I meet e-kin at her house around 7.30++.
then she when to buy rorok.
waited for ad at 922 for 30mins also got uhh, so damn long lorhh.
Then later we took bus to simei to eat anbd e-kin wanted to sell her phone.
Then the shop didn't open and we waited quite long and we have nothing to do.
Went to the nearby block to lpk and we wanted to sleep. But as for ad keep eat eat eat.
After that i went to CD HQ to send food give babysyg.
Then we when to Pasir ris and syg when back to work.
time go very slowly. Then we took bus to tamp because e-kin want charge the MP4.
Then lpk lpk.
When 7 plus e-kin friend came and we went to meet syg.
and don't know why i've a very weird feeling.
We eat kfc then lpk at DBS.
After that 11plus meet shuk and azri when to take mrt to senbawang.
Because we planned to go senbawang park to explore.
by the time we reach senbawang was 12.15 like that.
And i don't what's my problem or maybe i eat to much vinegar.
I feel that i'm jealous of something.
When we reach Senbawang park i fight with syg for some reason.
And i think i might be too sensetive.

E-kin,
I'm sorry if i've say something that is too over to you, but i must let you know my feelings.
i know i might say thing that hurt you and make you cry but seriously i'm jealous.
Too jealous.
you can see the way how he treat you and the way you treat me.
Babe, i can't lose him, you should know the reason, and i loved him how deeply.
He's like my life and without him i can die.
but at last time settle but i still never put my heart down.
Sorry babe.
No matter what, i still treat you as my dearest friend, sister and my leabian partner.
HAHA!!

when we walk around there's alot of things we saw and we heard.
we was scared anyways is malu to say but is the fact.
we took alot of pictures.
they wanted to go the place i go for OBS and we walk walk.
Finally i got the feeling to go that place and is correct.
HAHA!!
finally reach there and we have to cross this drain and there's a wood plate for us to cross.
Then suddenly ad go push syg and he almost injured.
But lucky uhh, he scold ad.
then we rest at the place like so called arrived for kayaking.
Then from the way i walking to there i talk to e-kin.
Then she help me talk to syg and later he come and talk to me.
We okayys already but my heart still can't let off this thing.
Don't know why sia, i still can't let this matter off. I don't want to have problem with e-kin.
Whatever it's i just close one eye.
Anyways, we took the first bus to senbawang inter and took bus to somewhere with syg and we rest there.
and now i'm home and tired.
Anyways, e-kin i love you still. :)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

this week school was perfectly nice for me only thing is study uh.
school was nice because don't have that stupid bastard.
HAHA!! operation! i think brain operation.
i lazy post this few days and i tired of blogging.
Anyways, next week i'm going to ton with e-kin.
Yeah!!!!

Friday, March 05, 2010

Today school was okayys but only got this bloody guy that make my day bad larhh.
That bloody ss RADEN RAFI!!!!!Hairy Bastard!!!
I really hate him alot but i hate him more when i heard huimin tell me he call me BITCH and other of my friends. Chee bye sial!!!
design class tee very nice uhh, i think i design nicer than you tthis stupid fucker.
you design i don't buy.
i buy i waste my mother money rather take the money give begger.
i wear my whole body rotten.
Stupid monkey.

juat now meet babysyg at cpf and lpk awhile than when to e-kin house.
lazy post. Tired.

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

HAPPY 1 YEAR 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABYSYG!!
but seriously i didn't have a great anniversary with babysyg.
the reason is because i fought with him and we so called argue over somethings uhh.
I so damn stressed and sadly to say he didn't text me the whole day and i getting piss off.
so sad it happened on the anniversary and he didn't even give me a great day.
it suppose to be our special day and we fight over small matter.
when to see doctor and got medicine.
HAIS HAIS HAIS.
as for school, i don't know what to say about it, adlina i'm really speechless.
As for that raden rafi, i really really want whack him,
the moment i saw him my eyes hurt alot more.
don't know what's the reason but i know it really hurts larhh. Not joking anyways.
i lazy post already uhh, tired and school work just land on my head.
is so heavy and school sucks!!

Monday, March 01, 2010

today school pretty sucks and i attend school with a swollen eye.
The swollen was at my right eye, always like that. And it hurts alot sia.
POA did my work awhile and rest because my eye hurts and Mr hairul so heartless.
Don't even care about my eye and insist me to stay back after school to do work.
Stressed sia.
Now my eye hurts alot, lazy to post too.
But i went to Ms kani there and complain about that fucking hairy monkey.
And during physic i draw a hairy baboo that is he.
BABOO! new name for him, and fat fagger!!!
HAHA!!
and e-kin is still sad about her ex.
worry so much about here uhh, because the smile she got is no longer there.
And the last time e-kin i know have change due to the boy.
I think uhh, and she look so tired and sad. I think she must have cry alot.
E-kin, why must you always want act in front of me?
if you're unhappy just show it to me, don't need to put up a fake smile.
Eventhough you pick up fake smile i'll know.
But what i can do is just encourage you.
Sorry if i can't help up.
post until here barhh, bye :)