And i don't give the fucking care i just mention names then.
CHEN TINGHUI AND MICHELLE GAN!!!
This 2 bitches has just finding me problem, especially that CHEN TINGHUI!!
What you want say just come to me and say, don't need to say behind people's back.
That's what a coward will do and saying things that are so long ago!!
please man, can't you just upgrade yourselves, i'm not doing that anymore already, people now is going somewhere that is more better than that.
And you don't understand me or know me just shut your fucking mouth larhh.
how about you? At least i can be faithful to a guy unlike you unfaithful.
Can motek with other guys and can even let him do anything.
I've better friends than you, i've a better result than you, i've a better relationship than you.
I've everything better than you, Soooo you just fuck off of my sight and don't spoilt the great things i have larhh. Everytime saw you guys really damn pissed off, it just make my day damn fuck damn it. You guys are just like that slut in 4N2.
Same character and same attitude and same behavior.
Can let guys do anything and this is really disgusting alright.
I fucking don't care what you guys want to say because the fucking mouth of yours is belong to you. But just stop that fucking nonsense you're doing because you're just like small kids and you guys belongs to primary school!
i freaking don't care about what so i just posted a few status about them, and i hope they know i'm talking about them, and i wish them know too!!
I don't fuck care them either. WHATEVER!!
Another thing i'm so pissed off is my fucking father.
I know i'm bad to say this but seriously, I HATE HIM!!
whatever you guys want say i'm bad but i word HATE never been away from him.
My sister hate him too, i also!!
No matter what i do, he say i'm wrong.
I tell my mother i've to pay my Nlevel he talk so much, say for what let me take.
I also don't study! okayys fine, after my Nlevel i decide to go ITE and i fucking get lost of this freaking house. I work myself earn my own money!
how i wish i can like my sister.
HELLO!! i no longer a small kids okayys!! Since you don't like i study fine after Nlevel i go ITE and start working. And i seriously hate you to the core because you such a parents say this to me and say i should not take Nlevel. I don't want to be like you study until Secondary school only.
seriously after my grandmother die he changed and i hate him alot.
my family is really sucking to the core and i hate it alot.
Every night crying to me is already bored. Cry for this family for what, do they care?! NOPE!!
always i've to find my own ways to cover my feeling and attend school.
I always must cover my hurts and attend school happily and smile.
I always seem to be happy but in my heart, i'm not!
All this while i never talk to anyone about my family, only my babysyg know some only.
I always try to maintain my family as a great family and i control myself not to talk about it.
But seriously this time i can't already.
Now i know why always chinese children always commit suicide.
Because the family is being strict to them, hello strict also must got limits rights!
until the child die then regret this and that?! Got use merhh.?!
seriously i really think of committing suicide, i got ask my mother once.
If commit suicide izzit an offence? And she say yes, you will be handcuffed until your body send to funeral. I think twice and just forget it but now i feel that i rather been handcuffed better than in this kind of family. Do thing wrong one time that means you're wrong forever merhh?!
Like people come out from jail changed into a new life means he's still bad izzit?!
I can't believe my family is like that, seriously, i feel like dying.
COMMIT SUICIDE!! :'(
Why is life so unfair to me, why is everything so unfair to me?! I hate it, i really hate it!!!!
I hate my life!!!!
Labels: I HATE MY FAMILY AND I WANT TO DIE
October 2006