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I'm so weak now. I don't know isit because after i plucked my tooth then i become like that.
I think so, because before that I'm enough strong. not easily cold and tired.
But after plucked all the 4 teeth, I'm different already.
Hais, just for braces sake I've to tahan all this shitty pain i suffer.
Now is just the start of the pain but the most painful thing I've to go through is the part putting up the braces not plucking of teeth.
But now I've grown skinner already, this is what my mother say.
I think maybe she used to see I fat larhh that's why say I'm skinny already.
But I also feel I not like last time fat already.
Hais, of course larhh, everytime eat porridge2. Won't skinny fake want larhh.
Now, I feel that I'm very slack on my N level sia.
I don't know why, i never study hard for it and just know I'm playing and go out slack all.
But i just feel that syg don't quite understand me lerhh.

Firstly, I wanted to stay home everyday now to study but syg everyday ask me go out slack.
He always say i don't spend time with him. But the problem now is I've N level need to stay home to put in effort to study. He don't like me go ITE yet he don't let me study.
If he want me go Poly he should let me study at home everyday rights? Instead asking me out to slack everyting.

Secondly, I want to rebond hair. But he don't let! But the problem is the price is reasonable.
But he keep say no! Always like that one what i want he don't give. I know after i rebond will look funny but the problem is I want straight hair, not now the hair. I don't understand larhh!

Hais, i really don't understand larhh I'm so stress now. Very2 stress!!
Babysyg, can you please just understand me a little bit? Just a little bit will do!
I blog until here, want eat and bath and rest already :)