♥ILOVEYOUAKMAL♥

Dear Akmal,

We have turned 2 years 3 months recently! And going to be 2 years 4 months!
Congratulations to us, Babysyg!
After all these time, I couldnt believe we have gone this far.
You and me, in this wonderful world.
I just want to tell you how much you mean to me.
How much you can just make me lie down and bleed to death if you walk out of my life.
How much you can make me happy even when I'm at my lowest.
You mean everything to me, Babysyg.

After all these time, I came to realise my purpose of living in this world.
Its for you. You once said,"I cant live without you. I need you, Syg."
And instantly I know, I'm the one you've been looking for.
Well you know what? I am nothing without you. I can live without you. I need you too, Akmal.
You have been the highlight and wonders in my life. You thought me values of life,
how to be strong and stay strong and how to lose my ego.

I'm sorry if i've not been behaving, or hurting you deep inside.
I'm sorry if i ever broke our little promises.
I'm sorry if i've always attitude you.
But that's just me. I keep forgetting, and I do break promises.
But its you who taught me how valuable is a promise.
And that's why, no matter how many promises I broke,
i will never ever break our 1 ultimate promise.
That is, NEVER LEAVE EACH OTHER.
You can trust me on this my babysyg.
I will be the stupidest girl on earth if i leave someone so amazing like you.

Do you know why you're amazing?
Because you shower me with so much love.
You taught me the meaning of love. You showed me love. You proved your love.
And that is why, I've stick with you through the past years.
I would lose everything if i lose you.

All i want is, to grow old with you.
To wake up and seeing your perfect face first thing in the morning.
To get hugs from the back when i'm cooking.
To have your loving tender hands to treat me when i'm sick.
To have your touch when i'm alone.
To have your hands hugging me when i'm asleep.
To have you when i'm eating.
To have your company when i'm shopping.
To have your voice whispering in my ears.
To have you, every sinlge day.

And have you imagined love?
When we grow old, as days pass by for us, we'll see our kids grow all beautifully.
Seeing wrinkles forming on our faces.
And when we wake up each morning,
maybe i could spot a new wrinkle on yours while you spot on mine,
and we'll laugh it off together.
Maybe you could get me to spot a few white strands of hair on yours, while you do to mine. (:

See how much we can do as we grow?
And when we are too old and wrinkled, I wouldnt want us to part at all.
I will be sticking by you all the time because it is during our most risky period of all.
Its the time one of us might die to old age.
Even when i cant afford to, i wish i could snuggle right beside you.
If my legs can't afford to hug your legs when sleeping, I wouldn't mind.
So long my hands are strong enough.
Just so you know, i wish i would die first because i cannot imagine my life without you after that. I may be old and too weak to accept the fact my dear.
But on the other hand, that might be selfish of me, isn't it?
If you die first, at least you could die in my arms and i would be happy knowing you're so peaceful after that. But maybe..i would just leave it to God himself.
I'm sure he had it all planned out for us.

So,can you see it babysyg?
My life wouldn't be that interesting unless there's you in it.
And i chose you specifically because you're just a special boy.
Just so unique and awesome and that's why i love you. Forever and always will.