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Sunday, November 28, 2010

Today is a day where i off and a boring day start for me.
Hais, when work like lazy want slack. But now slack feel like work.
My life now is so damn boring larhh.
That stupid guy, hais forget it i lazy talk about it.
I feel like going shopping sia.
But i need wait my mother to come back to get her IC then i change my phone.
I want change phone already haha!!! So happy.
But i think that person won't be happy, when i never change he's so happy.
I doubt if i change he won't be happy.
I lazy care already larhh.
Whatever, because i know that soon everything going to end.
Because he say that.
I think i blog until here already uh, got no mood already. Bye people!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Everyday my heart became so heavy like as if gonna sink down to the ground.
Everyday my heart start to torn.
Everyday my heart start to cry.
Everyday my heart is poke by millions of knife.
Everyday my heart is being slashed by you.
Everyday my heart is being hurt.
Everyday single day my heart never cure for the pain.
Everything i did, i think about your feelings. But what about you?
What you doesn't want me to do, i never do. But what about you?
I listen to you because i don't want you to think so much. But what about you?
You don't even seems to trust me and you expect me to trust you?
That's bullshit alright! _l_
Where on earth, you trust people and the person never trust you.
Or maybe you don't trust people end up want people to trust you.
Today he's going his Primary school chalet.
Let's see what's more he gonna give me.
Let's see what's more he gonna hurt me.
Let's wait and see.....
Bye people, i'm going off now with a heavy sink hearted.

Labels: Thanks for the hurt you give me

This few days is really so busy for me.
HARRY POTTER 7 out and also I'm so busy full of crowd.
After work, always meet syg and slack.
Yesterday went for my grad night. Picture all in Facebook.
Haha! Was a great day yesterday with my girlfriend.
Today work with my girlfriend and slack with her after work.
Haha! I lazy blog thing already.
Busy with a lot of thing already. :(
BYE people!

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

I'm sick now!! :(
This few days i work until i sick already.
Babysyg ask me eat medicine yesterday but today wake up in morning the feeling come back again.
My head is like spinning like that and anytime can faint like that.
Yesterday i don't feel well but i force myself to continue work.
Then at night ekin and babysyg ask me to go home rest.
But ekin ask me go eat with Akmal then go home.
So me and babysyg go changi eat.
suppose want eat nasi lemak but end up we eat seafood.
We eat Stringray, cockles, and onion egg.
But suppose we can't eat seafood because we want save money for this saturday go Science centre.
Haha!
Now i eat medicine again, babysyg ask me eat.
But i got no appetite to eat lerhh.
But syg ask me to eat. Hais, lucky today never work. Lucky larhh!
Now i want go rest already, babysyg ask me to rest.

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

Currently i couldn't sleep, because i think in the morning i sleep too much already.
I think now my babysyg is bathing and my girlfriend is sleeping soundly like a baby.
Today is another special day for me. As is my another anniversary with my girlfriend, EKIN.
The previous post i did posted about her but is a advance wish
so today i think is better to wish her on the day itself.
HAPPY 1 YEAR 5 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY LOVE!!!
But sadly to say, today i can't meet her due to some reason.
I never meet her for 2 days already and even worst on our anniversary also can't meet.
All thanks to those people larhh!!!
Ok, chill! I don't want to mention them as it will spoilt my beautiful day.

I just text my girlfriend this msg " Hello my baby girlfriend.
Since today you not working visit my blog alright? I posted about you. :)
Anyways, Happy 1 year 5 months anniversary my love.
Too sad today we don't have chance to meet.
And i just miss you so much right now.
Btw, Akmal knows that today our anniversary he's jealous because he thinks that I'm a lesbian.
Haha!! Last but not least, today is our special day. So i love you so damn much.
Other day i love you very much to. Special day special love. "

Haha!!! I wonder what she'll replied to me. So curious about it.
Anyways, my babysyg scared i would really turn into a lesbian uh.
And i told him, i straight and side. I love boys but i like girls.
Haha! But some girls like my close friend i like them more. :D

Yesterday, means just now only because now just pass 12.
I enjoy my day with my dearest babysyg.
We went to arcade to play, slack and while slacking we sing love song at kallang leisure park.
But i don't know why time just past so fast larhh, even we got nothing to do.
babysyg and i watch youtube about airplane crash.
And i wanted to watch my bermuda triangle but babysyg say tomorrow uh.
So i listen to him lorhh :)
Today i could say is we specially sweet.
Because a couple walk past saw you playing she say to her boyfriend in chinese
" They so sweet lerhh baby, so jealous. Can we be like them also? "
She thinks we malay don't understand but i understand uh.
I told my babysyg about it and suddenly we laugh very loud and the couple turn and look at us.
We laughed at what the girl say CAN WE BE LIKE THEM?
LOL larhh, like that also want be like us, then face want like us also? Haha!!!
Really laugh until we visit the toilet sia.
But is like today i feel i special sweet also.
Haha!!! So blushing and my heart like so sweet when thinking back.
When going home, babysyg hugged me so tight and say to me
"Happy Anniversary my pretty cute princess and today you look so gorgeous.
I love you dear princess, you'll always be my princess and i never want to let you go.
Trust me baby! And he kissed my forehead and my lips. "
At that time, i feel like I'm the angel in the world and i got the most happiness that people never get.
I feel that I'm flying at that time. And the next thing babysyg asked me why i blushing.
HAha!!!! And i say" nothing! Bye my handsome cute prince, the prince that making me fly now. "
Now thinking back really make me smile so sweetly. :)
Now i want go sleep already because my babysyg prince want me to rest early because today I'm working. And he also want me to sweet dreams with him. Haha!!!
Good night people, here i coming babysyg. Wait for me and together we enter our wonderland. <3

Monday, November 01, 2010

See this cute little guy up here? Yup, He's my lovely dearest babysyg. Today is a special day for us where we love each other for 2 years 4 months. The love we give each other is so deep that we could not even measure it. Whenever each day passed, even though we fought but our love still remain the same. Not only remain the same but more love is given out. Ever morning, waking up seeing sweet msgs send by you, is so sweet and it makes my day. I'll be happy for the whole day even i work, customer attitude me I'll still be glad to serve them. Because I've the love you give me, the power of love. But if you spoilt my day, the whole day is spoilt. Because every second i think about you. Even when i'm working, how i wish i could text you. But i can't.
Sometime, i pity and worry about you because you get bored without my text.
Because last time i never work, every second i text you.Right now, i posting about my babysyg, i guess he's sleeping like a baby already.
Because he's working tomorrow and I'm not working.
See, i swear I'm missing him right now at this moment.
Hope he's by my side, sleeping on my lap and i syg him.
Kissing his lips and he'll always put my hand at his neck.
This is how he feel safe with my hand on his neck, so cute of him.
Whenever i moved my hand, he open his eyes and take a look at me and close back.
He scared i leave him, but babysyg i won't leave you.
Everyday, babysyg would want to meet me because he always saw me, he will be happy.
I don't know why, even if we argue something or fight when we meet he smile and everything stop.
That's the reason why i love him so much.
And this is a reason why I'm so jealous easy because I'll over loved him.
Is common for girls to be over jealous on their own bf because they loved their guys too much.
So I'm one of them, and babysyg always say this to me.
" Baby, don't need to be so jealous larhh. You're my one and only baby and i only love you deep2.
No other girls can take over your place in my heart. Because you conquer my whole heart already.
So don't need worry other girl step in my heart. "Whenever i heard this, i don't know why. I've the sweet kind feeling coming out from my heart.
I doubt is melting kind of feeling.
but no matter what i just know, our love is so deep that it never be seperated.

This girl up here is my baby girlfriend. And tomorrow is our 1YEAR 5MONTHS ANNIVERSARY.
I doubt that tomorrow I've no time to post so i post together everything.
This girl is a minah worst still a fierce want.
But to me she's a super friendly minah girlfriend i ever had.
Ever fought before and ended up being best friends.
We might have conflicts but we always open to each other.
Like recently, someone bitch wanna break us up but too sad for her.
I told my baby and she's kinda angry with them too.
Like back stab us want to break us up.
But my dearest minah always help me when i needed help.
I let her down once because of other girl i almost drift with her,
but lucky i was standing on the line and i when back to her.
She's always teach me how to control my temper and attitude.
Ekin always by my side and listen to my rubbish.
She always tahan my stupid nonsense and laugh with it.
I always try my best to make her day brighten up if she's down.
When i cry, she always wipe my tears with her bare hands and say this to me
" Don't cry already, later not pretty already how?"
After she say this i stopped and she try to make me happy.
When i don't eat she force me just like how i force her.
Our story is so funny that i couldn't stop laugh at it.

This is why I'm so fortunate to have her and my babysyg to love me.
And the anniversary date is also one day away.
I love you baby and girlfriend. <3>